Sometimes I think I really want an intimacy relationship with my dad. Just like Sydney and her father in Sydney White movies. My dad is so stubborn, irritable, selfish and sometimes he's childish. I want feel the warmth of the real daddy. Hug me when I felt scared, solve problems that I have, a place to share anything. I already have an intimacy relationship with my mom but my dad haven't yet. I really want my dad change for the better so bad. I love him actually. I want him to be the one who gimme a sense of comfort. I don't want have a bad relationship with him. Don't be irritable, dad... I love you... xoxoxo
Well, look at pictures above! She's hypocritical girl and she's sucks. Call her "Monkey"! You don't know her, I guest. She was my bestie but no longer for NOW! She's a big liar and she's the biggest crap I ever heard, she is a copycat and a thiefs! I use whatever she'll follow from top to toe! Sucks right? She is attention-seeking and really coquettish. She doesn't worth mentioning bestie. She pretended to be the weak just like her sister, little, hypocrite, feel most good, foolish and ridiculous. They're really insolent and awful. She stole my ex and my besties. She's NOTHING. Everyone said I'm cooler than her! Just prove it! LOL. Some guys said that she is a player! But, she pretended to be a selected girl who couldn't forget her ex. Ridiculous! Gyahahaha. Remove your mask, two-faced! :D
I would give up everything Before I'd separate myself from you After so much suffering I've finally found a man that's true I was all by myself for the longest time So cold inside And the hurt from my heart it would not subside I felt like dying Until you saved my life
Thank God I found you I was lost without you My every wish and every dream Somehow became reality When you brought the sunlight Completed my whole life I'm overwhelmed with gratitude Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you
I would give you everything There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do To ensure your happiness I'll cherish every part of you cause' without you beside me I can't survive don't wanna try If you're keeping me warm each and every night I'll be all right Cause I need you in my life
Thank God I found you (I'm begging you) I was lost without you (So lost without you) My every wish and every dream (Every dream, every dream) Somehow became reality When you brought the sunlight (Brought the sunlight) Completed my whole life I'm overwhelmed with gratitude Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you
See I was so desolate Before you came to me Looking back I guess it shows That we were destined to shine After the rain to appreciate And care for what we have And I'd go through it all over again To be able to feel this way
Thank God I found you I was lost without you My every wish and every dream Somehow became reality When you brought the sunlight Completed my whole life I'm overwhelmed with gratitude sweet baby I'm so thankful I found you
Thank God I found you I was lost without you I'm overwhelmed with gratitude My baby I'm so thankful I found you
You...
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude My baby I'm so thankful I found you
My Child, Engkau mungkin tak mengenal Aku, namun Aku mengenal segala sesuatu tentang Engkau...Mzm 139:1. Aku mengetahui kalau engkau duduk atau berdiri... Mzm 139:2. Segala jalanmu Kumaklumi...Mzm 139:3. Bahkan rambut kepalamupun terhitung semuanya... Mat 10:29-31. Karena engkau diciptakan menurut gambarKu... Kej 1:27. Didalam Aku engkau hidup, engkau bergerak, engkau ada... Kis 17:28. Sebab engkau ini dari keturunanKu... Kis 17:28. Aku telah mengenal engkau sebelum Aku membentuk engkau dalam rahim... Yer 1:4-5. Aku memilih engkau ketika aku merancangkan penciptaan... Ef 1:11-12. Engkau bukanlah suatu kekeliruan, sebab semua hari-harimu tertulis dalam kitabKu... Mzm 139:15-16. Aku telah menentukan dengan tepat waktu kelahiranmu dan dimana engkau akan berdiam... Kis 17:26. Kejadianmu dahsyat dan ajaib... Mzm 139:14 Aku menemun engkau dalam kandungan ibumu... Mzm 139:13. Aku telah mengeluarkan engkau pada hari engkau dilahirkan... Mzm 71:6 Aku telah disalah artikan oleh mereka yang tak mengenal Aku... Yoh 8:41-44. Aku tidak jauh dan tidak marah, namun akulah ekspresi kasih yang sempurna... 1 Yoh 4:16. Dan merupakan kerinduanKu untuk melimpahkan kasihKu kepadamu... 1 Yoh 3:1. Hanya oleh karena engkaulah anakKu dan Akulah Bapamu... 1 Yoh 3:1. Aku memberikan yang lebih baik kepadamu daripada yang diberikan oleh bapa jasmanimu... Mat 7:11. Karena Akulah Bapamu yang sempurna... Mat 5:48. Setiap pemberian yang baik yang engkau terima datang dari tanganKu... Yak 1:17. Karena Akulah yang mencukupkan engkau dan memenuhi segala keperluanmu... Mat 6:31-33. Rancanganku mengenai masa depanmu selalu dipenuhi harapan... Yer 29:11. Karena Aku mengasihi engkau dengan kasih yang kekal... Yer 31:3. PikiranKu tentang engkau tak terhitung seperti pasir ditepi pantai... Mzm 139:17-18. Dan Aku bergirang karena engkau dengan sukacita... Zef 3:17. Aku takkan pernah berhenti berbuat baik kepadamu... Yer 32:40. Sebab engkaulah harta kesayanganKu... Kel 19:5. Aku akan mengkokohkan engkau dengan segenap hatiKu dan dengan segenap jiwaKu... Yer 32:41. Dan aku akan memberitahukan kepadamu hal-hal yang besar dan tidak terpahami... Yer 33:3. Asal engkau mencari Aku dengan segenap hatimu dan segenap jiwamu, maka engkau akan menemukanKu... Ul 4:29 Bergembiralah karena Aku maka Aku akan memberikan kepadamu apa yang diinginkan hatimu... Mzm 37:4. Sebab Akulah yang memberikan kepadamu kemauan itu... Fil 2:13. Aku dapat melakukan jauh lebih banyak dari pada yang mungkin dapat engkau bayangkan... Ef 3:20. Karena Akulah yang paling akan menguatkan hatimu... 2 Tes 2:16-17. Aku jugalah Bapa yang menghiburmu dalam segala penderitaanmu... 2 Kor 1:3-4. Apabila engkau patah hati, Aku dekat kepadamu... Mzm 34:19. Seperti seorang gembala memangku anak domba, Aku telah memangkumu dekat di hatiku... Yes 40:11. Kelak Aku akan menghapus segala air matamu... Dan aku akan melenyapkan segala kepedihan yang engkau derita di bumi... Wah 21:3-4. Akulah Bapamu dan Aku mengasihimu sama seperti Aku mengasihi puteraKu, Yesus... Yoh 17:23. Karena didalam Yesus, kasihKu bagimu dinyatakan... Yoh 17:26. Ia adalah gambar wujudKu... Ibr 1:3. Ia datang untuk menunjukan bahwa Aku di pihakmu, bukan melawan engkau... Rm 8:31-32. Aku tidak memperhitungkan dosa-dosamu... 2 Kor 5:18-19. KematianNya adalah perwujudan yang hakiki dari kasihKu bagimu... 1 Yoh 4:10. Aku menyerahkan segala sesuatu yang Kukasihi supaya Aku dapat memperoleh kasihmu... Rm 8:31-32 Apabila engkau menerima anakKu Yesus, engkau menerima Aku... 1 Yoh 2: 23 Dan tidak ada sesuatupun yang akan dapat memisahkanmu lagi dari kasihKu... Rm 8:38-39. Kembalilah dan Aku akan mengadakan pesta terbesar yang pernah diadakan disurga... Luk 15:7. Dari dulu Aku ini Bapa, dan selalu akan tetap menjadi Bapa... Ef 3:14-15. Pertanyaanku... Maukah engkau menjadi anakKu?... Yoh 1:12-13. Aku menunggumu... Luk 15: 11-12.
Baby I love you & I'll never let you go But if I have to boy I think that you should know All the love we made can never be erased And I promised you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you & I'll never let you go But if I have to boy I think that you should know All the love we made can never be erased And I promised you that you will never be replaced
I love you Yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to Until... the end... of time From the day I met you I knew we'd be together And now I know I wanna be with you forever I wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids Thinking never compared to the feeling of your kisses
I can say I'm truly happy to this day You've made me thank god that I've lived my life everyday There's never been a doubt in my mind That I regret ever having you by my side
But if the day comes that I have to let you go I think there's something I should probably let you know Joy in everyday that I spent with you And I won't miss you 'cause I'm happy that I had you at all
Baby I love you & I'll never let you go But if I have to boy I think that you should know The love we made can never be erased And I promised you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you & I'll never let you go But if I have to boy I think that you should know The love we made can never be erased And I promised you that you will never be replaced
You will never be replaced
I feel for you yes I do I'll be with you as long as you want me to Until... the end... of time...
I got this from my twitter. Even I don't know who is Dusty Dewan. I don't care where does he come from but he's difinetly right. Everything looks perfect just from far away. When we've reached that, seem not same as we want. Right?
Another quotation of the day:
A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than.... "hurt yourself to fix it!"
I got this also from my twitter. I don't care whose quotation is this. It's true. We better leave it broken than hurt myself to fix it. We'd never can fix something that already broken as previously. Just like an injury. It's bleeding and we need a long time to heal that. Sometimes it leave a scar and leaving pain.
This is the middle of the month of 2010 and I've just thought what happend in last year and in the same time. Not much different. The smell of the wet land because of rainy day, cold weather, wake up in the early morning, school, study many suckjects, yeah you know that! But something really suck make my life became so bad. Lost something precious and irreplaceble. The best thing ever happened in my life, the sweetest memory ever recorded in my mind. His face, his smile, his sweet voice, his warmth, the way he call me with "Vay". The greatest bestie and big brother. Yeah, I miss him so bad. It doesn't same when he doesn't text me every minute, spend time together with him, and share so many things... I don't wanna crying anymore. I don't wanna hurt because of this. This is extremely painful. I couldn't thinking normaly when he remind everything about us. I'm gotta crazy. Eventhough I don't have him as my prince charming, at least he become my big brother again. Everything is gonna be alright when you're beside me...
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time One time, one time
When I met you girl my heart went knock knock Now them butterflies in my stomach won't stop stop And even though it's a struggle love is all we got And we gon' keep keep climbing to the mountain top
Your world is my world And my fight is your fight My breath is your breath And your heart
And girl you're my one love, my one heart My one life for sure Let me tell you one time (Girl, I love, girl I love you) I'ma tell you one time (Girl, I love, girl I love you)
And I'ma be your one guy You'll be my #1 girl Always making time for you I'ma tell you one time (Girl, I love, girl I love you) I'ma tell you one time (Girl, I love, girl I love you)
You look so deep, you know that it humbles me You're by my side, them troubles them not trouble me Many have called but the chosen is you Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you
Your world is my world And my fight is your fight My breath is your breath And your heart
And girl you're my one love, my one heart My one life for sure Let me tell you one time (Girl, I love, girl I love you) I'ma tell you one time (Girl, I love, girl I love you)
And I'ma be your one guy You'll be my #1 girl Always making time for you I'ma tell you one time (Girl, I love, girl I love you) I'ma tell you one time (Girl, I love, girl I love you)
Shawty right there She's got everything I need And I'ma tell her one time Give you everything you need down to my last dime
She makes me happy I know where I'll be Right by your side 'Cause she is the one
And girl you're my one love, my one heart My one life for sure Let me tell you one time (Girl, I love, girl I love you) I'ma tell you one time (Girl, I love, girl I love you)
And I'ma be your one guy You'll be my #1 girl Always making time for you I'ma tell you one time (Girl, I love, girl I love you) I'ma tell you one time (Girl, I love, girl I love you)
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time One time, one time
Do you know JB is rock?! He's cute and he's young just like me, only 15 and his sweet voice make my heart beatin'! Enjoy this song!
Aku yang memikirkan Namun aku tak banyak berharap Kau membuat waktuku Tersita dengan angan tentangmu Mencoba lupakan tapi kutak bisa Mengapa begini
Oh mungkin aku bermimpi Menginginkan dirimu Untuk ada disini menemaniku Oh mungkinkah kau yang jadi Kekasih Sejatiku Semoga tak sekedar harapku
Mencoba lupakan Tapiku tak bisa Mengapa begini
Oh mungkin aku bermimpi Menginginkan dirimu Untuk ada disini menemaniku Oh mungkinkah kau yang jadi Kekasih Sejatiku Semoga tak sekedar harapku
Bila kau jadi miliku Aku takkan menyesal telah jatuh hati
Oh mungkin aku bermimpi Menginginkan dirimu Untuk ada disini menemaniku Oh mungkinkah kau yang jadi Kekasih Sejatiku Semoga tak sekedar harapku...
Have you ever heard this song? I love the lyrics. It makes me remember about somebody in my past. He's the best I ever had. I wish someday he'll be the right one for me... :')
Just call me Abbey! Only 16 years old. I hate Senior High School, bastard and whores! Mawkis and spoil gal. I'm loved by some, hated by many, envied by most, yet wanted by plenty. Hell yeah! Dance is my life!
