THIS IS NOT FAIR!

Do you know how much I feel so sick?
...how my heart torn into pieces?
...how much it hurts?
...how much I want hit you!
...how much I wanna kick your fucking ass!
Everybody are deceive by your innocent face!
YOU KNOW THIS IS UNFAIR!!!
NOBODY BLAME YOU!
IN FACT YOU ARE SO PROPER TO BE BLAME!
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO MAKE ME LIKE THIS!
AND NOBODY DEFEND ME SO RIGHT!
THEY TOLD ME, "YEAH, I KNOW!"
IT'S CRAP! DAMN YEAH!
YOUR FUCKING FACE ARE SOOOO FAKE!
THIS IS UNFAIR!!!!
OH HOW COME I AM NOT ALLOWED TO BE ANGRY!
GO FUCK YOUR SELF, MONICA!
I WILL KILL YOU SLOWLY!
AND LET US SEE, CAN YOU SHOW TO EVERYBODY YOUR FAKE FACE!!!
DAMN YOU!!!

My Wish List :)

Zara Blazer For Woman

High-Waist Skirt

Pink Pixel ODM Watch from Fha already broken x'(

Gosh, I really want Ipod touch so bad

The most excited one!

Mom, I really want these all so bad... Please gimme these things for my birthday gifts... x.x

Is it true?

I don't understand the meaning of a dump calls "friendship". It's just crap. Everybody are hypocrites! They behave well in front us but they also talking from behind. I never know what is friendship from "them". "They" are still so childish and can't respect the meaning of a "friendship". Friendship is the way you hold your best friend's hand, give support to them when no have any power, straighten the wrong way, sees invisible tears, wipe the tears from the hopeless eyes, and make them smile. It's the true friendship.

Cute JB!~

Introduce this cute boy, his name is JB. He's hot, right??? How many of you agree with me that he's the shining star! He's only 15 years old. Just like me! Although he was still young but he had believed for release the debute album "My World" under the guidance of Usher. Justin's first time singing 3 years ago and was discovered by former marketing exclusive So So Def, Scooter Braun. After that he was contracted by L.A Reid. After that he was given the opportunity to bring the first single "One Time"(I love this song so bad!). Eventhough his vocal still so childish but everyone loves his sweet voice. :)

Long Time

Take a long time for I forget you
To forget your warmth
To keep it real in the bottom of my heart

Take a long time for I forget you
To forget your smile
Brighten every single day of mine

Take a long time for I forget you
To forget Your sweet voice
It's give a strength when I have no power

Take a long time for I forget you
To forget your love
Your love that I'd never got from anyone else

Only your love the reason why!
It holds my heart tightly!
I never expected you'd go away left me behind
Left my heart torn into pieces...

Sydney White

Sometimes I think I really want an intimacy relationship with my dad. Just like Sydney and her father in Sydney White movies. My dad is so stubborn, irritable, selfish and sometimes he's childish. I want feel the warmth of the real daddy. Hug me when I felt scared, solve problems that I have, a place to share anything. I already have an intimacy relationship with my mom but my dad haven't yet. I really want my dad change for the better so bad. I love him actually. I want him to be the one who gimme a sense of comfort. I don't want have a bad relationship with him. Don't be irritable, dad... I love you...
xoxoxo

She's S U C K S!

Well, look at pictures above! She's hypocritical girl and she's sucks. Call her "Monkey"! You don't know her, I guest. She was my bestie but no longer for NOW! She's a big liar and she's the biggest crap I ever heard, she is a copycat and a thiefs! I use whatever she'll follow from top to toe! Sucks right? She is attention-seeking and really coquettish. She doesn't worth mentioning bestie. She pretended to be the weak just like her sister, little, hypocrite, feel most good, foolish and ridiculous. They're really insolent and awful. She stole my ex and my besties. She's NOTHING. Everyone said I'm cooler than her! Just prove it! LOL. Some guys said that she is a player! But, she pretended to be a selected girl who couldn't forget her ex. Ridiculous! Gyahahaha. Remove your mask, two-faced! :D